i'll never be the same
If I could just tell you
hope you'd understand
You don't have to say much
Just hold my hand
For so many years I
Felt lonely and shamed
I was lost in my fear
And
I thought i'd be blamed
Im closing my eyes now
And hoping it disappears
I get lost in those moments
Hiding my tears
I swear I tried
pretending it's nothing
It changed my life
The silence might drive me insane
I don’t think i'll be the same
I swear I tried
Pretending the scars
Didn’t change my life
The clouds in my eyes start to rain
I don’t think ill be the same
And I tried to tell you
But you didn't believe me
You just pretend it was made up
And acted naive
unsafe in my own room
As a ten year old kid
Touched by the wrong hands
I was afraid to exist
Im closing my eyes now
And hoping it disappears
I get lost in those moments
Hiding my tears
I swear I tried
pretending it's nothing
It changed my life
The silence might drive me insane
I dont think ill be the same
I swear I tried
Pretending the scars
Didn’t change my life
The clouds in my eyes start to rain
I dont think ill be the same
If I could just tell you
and you'd understand
You don't have to say much
Just hold my hand