People say She’s got a dream life

But thats really only half the story

Built a house And its divine

But on the inside she’s filled with worries

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What they don’t know

Will kill her

Cause her soul is slowly dying

Now she’s losing her own worth

And the smile that she wears is lying

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Afraid to admit

Her life isn’t perfect

She does what it takes

To pretend that it’s worth it

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What if I didn’t ask for help?

What if they didn’t even noticed?

My blood is boiling,

I have nothing left

I bottled it all up till I was bout to burst

Barley holding on

Cause it really hurt

What if I just disappeared from here

What if?…

 

How could I,

See this coming

Trying to see why I don’t fit the picture

I don’t know, who I see

Every time I look in the mirror

The pressure is heavy

Now I’m tryna lift the weight up off me

I’m anxious

And I can’t breathe

Like the walls are closing in around me

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Afraid to admit

My life isn’t perfect

I do all it takes

To pretend that it’s worth it

 

What if I didn’t ask for help?

What if they didn’t even noticed?

My blood is boiling,

I have nothing left

I bottled it all up till I was bout to burst

Barely holding on cause it really hurt

What if I just disappeared from here

What if?…

 

I’m spiraling

Out of control I keep it hidden

Nobody knows

I’m looking for a sign

But it's messing with my mind

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I’m spiraling

Out of control I keep it hidden

Nobody knows

I’m looking for a sign

But it's messing with my mind

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What if I didn’t ask for help?

What if they didn’t even noticed?

My blood is boiling,

I have nothing left

Oh!

What if I didn’t ask for help?

What if they didn’t even noticed?

My blood is boiling,

I have nothing left

I bottled it all up till I was bout to burst

Barely holding on cause it really hurt

What if I just disappeared from here

What if?…

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